Pained In Love

Existing, ever so existing, endless existence.
Persistently pernicious pain.
Lulling lies lay lustful lines.
Consistent crippling cries. 
Waking waves, washing my will.
A swimming soul in sorrowed seas. 
Whim-less woman, of wonder-less wanders. 
yet....
Better be, beautifully bare,
lost in love, lost in lust.
Better be, being brave,
living lucky, learning lessons.
Better be, broken bits,
lucidly losing, leaving logic.
for
"Tis better to have loved and lost then never have loved at all" -Alfred Lord Tennyson